Just some random rambling

I went back to work yesterday, and am I out of shape! I was so stiff and sore by 3:00, I couldn't believe it. I can't believe I'm only saying this one year later, but I need my high school body back! It's not that I've gotten fat (although I have packed on a couple), but I've lost all former body tone. At least after about a week, some of my pants don't feel as tight. Yeah! for not having to fight with my pants.

I've been doing some thinking, and realized I was in a bit of a funk for the past 8 months. It was probably the transition and getting used to everything new. The only stable, and familiar person I had around most of the time was Toria, and even then. I basically spent 8 months with people I just met, in new strange surroundings. I feel so much more at peace now that I don't really have to worry about anything and I'm home now. Derek is closer, and we both feel so much better that we can at least see each other once a week and there isn't so much physical distance between us.

I need to push the cuticles back on my fingernails.
And I am incredible broke. The poor student thing is NO JOKE. Even though I hate it, I know I will have to let Derek pay for a lot of things for me in the subsequent years, as long as he still puts up with me. That boy is a saint.

I finished another book today. Yeash.